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Ellen Chua. Not a simple girl. Loves dancing. Loves sweets. Loves kids. Loves sleeping. Hates durian. Hates lizards. Shoo if you don't like emo people, say hi if you like dancing. In the Past. Spill. BillsBillsBills. DUrians Tastes Horrible. Alex Kang Chang Fu Chee Seng Cheryl Lum Chris Yip Debbie Ong Debra Fong Hanisah Hong Yen Jia Liang Jon Ming Jun Xuen Kar Men Kenny Lim Ki Jun Kok Chywn Li May Lih Jing Mun You Natalie Fong Nicholas Cheng Roe Seann Shu Ling Sofea Sabreena Ting Yee Wee Lim Yi Ling Yuh Hui Yung Chien Winnie Chua Weirdos Like Me. Audrey Chong Audrey Lim Baezil Hakimi Catherine Goh Clarys Chan Chui Nee Daryl Lee Elfeera Gustave Hsien Ming Huey Ren Jasmin Cheong Jade Jessica Yong Jessica Ng Katrina Ng Kean Hui Kooi Chin Lisa Leow Lyndy Lim Melvin Yow Melissa Lee Mr Kevin Goh Natalie Ang Nicholas Fong Nik Nawwar Pik Yen Pia Dhaliwal Raevin Kumar Saachi Sam Ye Han Serene Chan Sonia FZ Sharon Hue Shevie Leong Siti Aiman Suet Mun & Santi Suet Wei Theng Seng Vidhya Wei Zhen Yee Lian Yew Chong Ying Xian Yuvha Zhi Mei |
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Look, now and then. Ok. Imagine this. You're at this primary school (or kindergarden) reunion. You see a pretty (or hot) girl across the room. You ask around for her name and realised she was that shy nerdy girl who always sat in front. Okay. THAT NEVER HAPPENS TO ME.  Me in Form 3.
I LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME. O.O Even my height wth. I was stuck at 160/161/162 since standard 6. Form 4.. 162.. Form 5.. 161.. Then earlier in the year, when I applied for Visa.. 160. WTH LAH, I shrunk man. T.T Haih. len. Thursday, July 2, 2009
Give In. Yeah, I am emotional and often seem to dwell in my own emotions and thoughts. Yeah, I like to listen to soft rock or blues. Stuff like John Mayer's Dreaming with a Broken Heart or Lifehouse's Whatever It Takes.. Or even old school stuff from Goo Goo Dolls and Switchfoot.. Yeah, I like to talk about my feelings and analyse yours. Yeah, I like to tell stories of my own. Yeah, I like to listen to your stories and experiences. I use them as a guide to help myself and others who have gone off track and lost their way. Yeah, I am often sad looking. But, so what? I'm still happy. I still laugh and joke around. I still smile. And anyone knows that you can act, put on a mask and show the world you're happy all the time. But, I want to be human. I give in. I allow myself to reconnect with my emotions, sad or happy. I give in to feel vulnerable. I don't want to turn numb and become those who are afraid of their own feelings like many people I know. They have kept their feelings buried deep inside and built a wall around it. But when it's time to feel sad, they have no clue how to react, how to open up, how to feel. So, in the end, they feel trapped, lost and helpless. I don't want to be like them. I choose to accept my emotions and be human. So, even if I was sad or emo.. ..what's wrong with being emotional? What's wrong with being "emo"? len. Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Good food makes me happy. hmm.. I remember saying I'll update everyday.. hmm..  I LOVE POT LUCKS. WOO Cheese Cake turned Pudding. AWESOME MASH POTATOES. o.o All those who were left behind unite! Atria. Chua! Atria, Poni, Yeni and I. And again..After dinner, we hung out in the common room for the rest of the night.  Team 1. Team 2.We had other names too eg. Brownen's Chiwawa, Jogging Tigers etc etc  Gerry's Singaporean. :D Referees and Competitors. Siang!Had a lot of fun hanging out with this bunch. Been busy these few days so fewer updates from me~ heh (oo, I'm not that bored after all)  I can actually play pool now. O.Olen. Monday, June 29, 2009
Boredom Strikes. After Jenny left, the apartment became so quiet. SOOOOOOOOO quiet. Sometimes, a little scary. o.o Hey, it's a little scary ok..... when you're alone at night. :( Anyways, it's pretty boring now. How boring? Day 1 - cleaned the Kitchen and Living Room. Day 2 - cleaned two toilets in my apartment.. AND .. i cleaned my friend, Shane's room. SERIOUSLY. O.O That's how bored i am. LOL But don't worry, I didn't do it for free (hehehehe). He bought me nice dinner after lah. :)   My first time eating western food in Australia. o.OYes, I am freaking serious. It's too expensive lahhh. The pasta and steak cost $33 EACH. OMFG right?? o.o But it was heavenly and so damn good. So, it's so damn worth it.  All thanks to my *ahem* handsome boss. :DBut... hmmm.. I'm a pretty expensive "maria" aren't I? len. Friday, June 26, 2009
My Poor Feet. Okay. I went clubbing again. Judge me all you want. So what if I'm a party girl and I go clubbing? I'm still me and I still know how to differentiate right from wrong. As long as I don't do stupid things, what's wrong with having fun right? After all, it's my life. ;)  Cherrie, Me, Shane, Amanda and Winnie.Had an awesome time with the third years who finished exams that day.  My Clubbing Kaki.I NEVER go clubbing without her. :D  Chua Sisters.Yes, we don't look alike.  Little Black Dress. :)PURE FUN because everyone was out and about. Most importantly, everyone danced. :D But.. MY FEET HURTS LIKE HELL now. Because of clubbing last saturday, jogging 2 days in a row, nonstop dancing in boots yesterday night and badminton today. I'm gonna make my friends give me a foot massage later. For now, no more clubbing man. I gotta take a break. @.@ Gotta rejuvenate and rest. On another note... EVERYONG IS LEAVING CANBERRA. :((((((((((((((( Please come back soon. :(((((((( len. Monday, June 22, 2009
Through your eyes. I felt like I knew what they were thinking. When he changed his seat.. When she moved to the other seat.. When he was afraid to look me in the eye.. When she tried to divert the attention.. When he constantly made sure I was ok.. When she knew he was more caring towards me.. When he stared blankly at me.. When she heard me saying something.. When he only saw her in his eyes.. When she was there for me.. It was the first time I felt like I could hear them thinking. Like they were speaking their minds without realising I could hear them. Everything good and bad. Everything wrong and right. Every secret and every lie. Every desire. Every hate. I felt like I could hear them, I felt like I knew exactly what they were thinking. len. Sunday, June 21, 2009
Out on a Saturday Night. Erm. I did go clubbing after exams. =x  Though, it wasn't as fun because more than half of our friends went back home.Boo. :(  Nevertheless.. I had an awesome time! :D Celebrating exams being over with a bang. ;)Oh, yesterday night while i was dancing with a few guy friends and Cherrie, this big caucasian dude came up to me and said.. "Hey.. don't be scared, don't be scared.. I just wanna talk.. my friends have been watching you for a while.. they were just wondering whether your guy friends are ninjas" . . . HAHAHAHA Damn funny right??? Anyways, that's all he said or did. :D I had fun. hehe. len. |
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